Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Unattained Goals...

So I've been feeling uber stressed and pretty blah about the way things have been going in my life. About a year ago I had all these goals of making art everyday, going to school, possibly getting a new awesome, better paying job. But alas, a year later I am still kind of stuck. I have taken a few tiny steps by starting a website, trying to maintain this blog, taking some design classes and I even had an amazing two woman show. But still I am in the same rut. Maybe it's because I don't really know what I want to do. I know I want to make art...I want to be a success...but those are kind of vague and not that solid.I just thought at 27 I'd be something. Something important...I am sure to many peoples eyes I am doing just fine but I still don't feel satisfied.
I guess I really need to do some major journaling and thinking... get things squared away. Otherwise who knows, I might be 37 and feeling this way and that will be no fun.
Until then I will be busy in the studio preparing for Tiny Expo 2011 in Ann Arbor. It is a fun relaxing one day event and I am very excited. (Even if I am only really excited to eat at this great Chinese noodle house after :) )